Tag: addictions
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Hurt People – Hurt People and what I hate
I realize today the problem with me is me, I realize today that I should harness the power within to mend, repair, heal & love myself. “Hurt People – Hurt People” that is to say that myself knowing I am damaged, I’m hurting others. I hate my addictions. The brutal honesty coming from me today…
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Leaving behind: failures, regrets, and missed opportunities
Sometimes I find comfort in my discomfort, it’s hard to stop old behaviors. The same goes for old romantic friends, it’s very hard to forget them or even to know when to decide that’s what I must do. I sit today not knowing what I’m going to do. It’s frustrating to be isolated. I’m getting…
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All in – I want to be a bigshot
The biggest addiction I face present day is the one-arm bandit culprits. There’s something about the feel of the casino that keeps me returning, the thought that maybe they’re pumping fresh oxygen into the gaming room floors air. In order that my tobacco fueled lungs can withstand another hand or pull on the slot arm.…