Tag: recklessness

  • Leaving behind: failures, regrets, and missed opportunities

    Sometimes I find comfort in my discomfort, it’s hard to stop old behaviors. The same goes for old romantic friends, it’s very hard to forget them or even to know when to decide that’s what I must do. I sit today not knowing what I’m going to do. It’s frustrating to be isolated. I’m getting…

  • All in – I want to be a bigshot

    The biggest addiction I face present day is the one-arm bandit culprits. There’s something about the feel of the casino that keeps me returning, the thought that maybe they’re pumping fresh oxygen into the gaming room floors air. In order that my tobacco fueled lungs can withstand another hand or pull on the slot arm.…

  • Bar Nights in my 20’s

    I remember so much of the joys of my twenties, only to get older worn down and saddened by the realization of major failures. “This to shall pass.” As things always do in life, they pass; some times as humans we never forget though. Its been said that time and money heal most things. But…